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Del 8: Ripped

“I missed you crazy much.”
“Aw, poor little Tiger.” My fingers deep in his hair. I smell the scent of his perfume as his skin heats up again. My heart is heavy. He has no idea, but this is the last time he sees me.
“I missed you too, Tiger.”
I will miss you for a long time. Fall apart. Meet someone new. Come together again. For today I am Akilendeshwari.
I rip you off, like a band-aid that held a wound together.
God only knows how long it will bleed.
“Durga? Skye?”
“Jason, hi… long time no see.”
You step away from the people and enter my space again. Bend down to kiss my face. I thought we were done. But apparently I was mistaken.
“Colleagues?” My smile is not really sincere. I see something in your eyes, in your face.
“Please. I need to talk to you. But I have to go now. Can we meet?”
“I don’t think it’s a good idea.”
“I know. But I really need to talk. Just talk.”
So now we are here, walking in the park. I smell your perfume through the scent of the roses and lavender. You are silent.
“I thought you wanted to talk?”
You stop. Turn. Bend down. I move my head to the side, your lips land on my face.
“I thought I saw you in a commercial. It was some Marilyn-look alike. For a second I thought it was you. My heart went crazy. Started beating like… then I realized it was someone else.”
“Oh.” My heart skips a beat. You love me. You still love me.
And I have no idea what happens next.
I have a choice to make. Will I allow love to capture me? Will I fade or become more real?
Because I am not real. I never was. A mosaic laid for you, a pattern to complement you. Complete you. A perfect mirror. That is Durga.
I don’t need you, Tiger. I love you. Still.
But do I love Jason?
As time goes by I will have my answer.
Then again, I don’t need time to know.
Love will not capture me. I am a force of nature, savage, bathing in my own blood. Laugh at my pain.
But I cannot laugh at yours. Whoever you are with me.

Tillagd 23 jul 2021   Noveller   #Kvinna som top #Man som bottom #Psykisk dominans #Face sitting #Rollspel #Verklig åldersskillnad #Sexmagi / Ockult sex

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