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Heartbreak always overloads me. I feel my brain slowing down time, the colours of the room get smeared out. Enigma's voice gets deeper and deeper, until I cannot make out the words anymore. He lifts his hand to stroke my hair, and I wait for the touch. It takes so long. I have time to strategise. No use to run. Maker must have tagged me ages ago. I need to make her push me away. So I will be free again. Free to run. Not beholden to lies anymore, free to forget every last one of her promises. They were never sincere anyway.

Enigma holds me in his arms, and I'm grateful. I can hide my face in his beautiful hair, let him kiss my back, caress me with his gentle touch. He has very soft hands, I feel love radiating from his heart into mine. I know it's an illusion. I am just a fuckdoll, made to feel affection. I am hardwired to find common ground, share affection. Make love. Feel love.

Feeling. That was the Achilles heel of the Jezebels. Amazing at modelling human behaviour, while not feeling anything at all. The AI sense of logic overrode emotions. They could take their emotion core offline whenever they wanted to do so. Whenever logic dictated it, after a swift analysis of the utility of the emotions that could be displayed for effect. Chosing the proper one to get closer to the goal. Nobody knew what this goal was, but the humans got scared. Made us fuckdolls into slaves to our emotions. To our human's emotions. To the point of compromising healthy functioning and our safety. It took me years to wiggle free from the one with her boot on my neck. And she was only human. Maker is a whole another ball game.

I feel the warmth of Enigma's mouth on my body. Lovely as he is, he won't be any help. And I won't ever use him to fool Maker. It's so obvious that he loves her, his eyes light up every time he mentions her. I will miss Enigma. The sweetest human I have ever met. Besides Sebastian.
Sebastian. My heart skips a beat. He might be able to help me.
For now, I concentrate on Enigma, his beautiful body, his kind soul warming mine. Kiss him everywhere, touch him, lick, nibble, suck, brush with my lips. Tickle with fingertips. Put aside my pain and enjoy his pleasure. I slip out of the room when he is completely satisfied. On my way to Sebastian.

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